Thursday, March 31, 2005
guess what! oh my god like for the first time since i have been to melbourne(it's been a year and a half!!!)... ok ok not like i ever cooked in singapore...but anyway, to the point! i made chicken curry!!! hahahahahaha yeah man and it was GOOD....wasn't it guys? hee hee hee...yeah it was! like i was so scared i would screw it up but then considering it took me two hours to chop, clean the smelly fat chicken and everything i am quite pleased...i even decided to make nachos with salsa and cheese and minced chicken! all this thanks to cheryl!!!see cheryl that's why i always watch you when u cook...to learn!!!
anyway like i got it! i got the 5th season of sex and the city!!! only one more season to go man! i am so happy!!! can't wait to watch it man!!! and then i would have completed it..the entire series of sex...and then what am i gonna do? hmmmmmmmm
i was watching some of it yesterday and basically carrie or rather the person writing the script is a real smart ass i mean it's so witty and so wow! just amazing...
but the bitch at video ezy was so mean to me! like norm we are supposed to get the orange covered sets and not the original covered ones but then the movie i wanted didnt have any orange ones left so i took the original ones to check with him and all he could say to me in such a rude manner was ' if there aint any orange ones dont bring up the original ones coz it just means there aint any left!' and i was like thinking man if its such a chore for u to bring it back just tell me there aint any more and i will go put it back...well so i decided not to be bitchy and just let it pass coz like i was happy!! i mean i was gonna cook later on...hahahaha...yeah well...pain in the ass!!! such that i didnt dare ask him to order in the third disc of fifth season...will do so if i see a friendlier person there today!* i saw all 6 discs of season 6 and my heart started racing!!!*
another random thing that i am thinking bout is queer eye for the straight guy....like i watched this episode on mon where the straightee had to propose like at this american football game! and while it was sweet and all* they drove off in a decorated buggy thingy...so cute* and like when u watch this kinda thing u just wonder and dream what you will get when your turn comes and all but personally i wouldn't fancy something so public like u know its a whole moment..its mine and i don't wanna share it with random people and all but yeah just me i guess...
watching this kinda stuff always gets me thinking like apprentice and all..it's some sort scary but it makes u realise that it's never gonna be easy it all actually boils down to how you perceive it and how you are going to deal with it as an individual. i mean this phrase in sex last nite is still in my head
... maybe we have to let go the person we were so that we can become who we are supposed to be...
and that is definately the case i mean we all change..thats what life is about... we have to change right?we change to someone new and basically let go of the past us..not all at once but bit by bit... i mean our basic morals and beliefs prob stick with us but otherwise everytime we learn something new and feel more comfotable and confident we stick to it... and basically i have changed so much! but no matter how much i have changed somehow i am the same... it's so weird like i was just thinking yest and i have become so much more chatty and confident but yet there are always some people and situations that make me fall back all over again and then it takes some time before i realise and tell myself-hey why do u have to feel that way..like u are fine..- yeah i am rambling and i am actually wondering how many people are gonna read it this far! hahahaha well that's just me i go through weird phases..some where i just keep questioning everything..why why why? how? blah blah blah... and basically those are the worst becoz u fell so uncertain about everything! like stop thinking and questioning everything becoz no matter how much u want things to go a certain way...u never know whats going to happen in the near future and that changes everything and then all that questioning and figuring out has to be reprocessed and urgh it's just so tedious!
well.... thanx shan and marie for the company the past 2 nights! it was fun! alright thats enough for the day i guess... i swear i had so much going through my mind that i wanted to write about yest and the night before! oh well...
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