Tuesday, April 05, 2005
everytime i am bored i look at it and laugh.
anyway i was just reading my previous entry and i sound crazy don't i?
but then again i dont wanna delete it becoz then somehow it wont be real.
so anyway uni is back so everything is getting back to the norm.
well kinda.
just the first day today and i didnt make it for 9am!
gosh! i gotta stop this...
i have somehow lost motivation...lost the drive to want it all
maybe just settle? i mean yeah still get my degree and all
and then get married and work and blah and blah but as long as overall i am happy
and right now i can say that i am. really
sure everyone has their moods and weird days
but if i look at the overall picture i am happy
i am loved. i love. i have my buddies.
not all with me at the moment but nonetheless.
i keep complaining bout stuff but the fact is that we all want.
we all want more that what we have. eventhough we are happy.
kinda greedy in a way but then u can't help it sometimes.
there will always be that tiffany & co bracelet, that pair of *insert desirable brand* shoes
earrings, clothes, jeans, hair cuts, a total make over, make up, skin care
and no matter how much we already have we want more more more...
not everytime though just when u get in the mood.
but then cheryl told me bout her taxi driver and basically this guy just drives taxis.
a refugee from iraq, has a wife and 2 kids.
goes back to iraq every 2 years. trip costs him bout 65000
and the amazing thing is that he doesnt want anymore.
he is satisfied being with his kids in the day and driving cabbies at night.
do cab drivers here really earn that much? i mean according to him he has 2 houses.
lives in one and rents out the other.
not all that bad huh! i was impressed to say the least.
i dunno why sometimes when i read my entries they sound a lil' tad bit bimbotic.
either that or psychotic....hahaha but at the end of it i am happy....
maybe I know why!!!
when i am happy i dont feel like blogging and i only feel like blogging when i get into this whole mood.....that's it! hahaha *SMILE*
by the way i love the O.C. i think summer is so hot! i love her! seriously.
because i said so! Nadz at
1:32 PM
