Sunflowers N Sunshine

Friday, November 18, 2005

i realised that it has been some time since i posted a proper blog entry. it has been pictures galore and random short "i went here and there and did this and that" blahs. well, i dont know. alot had been on my mind but i have not really bothered to actually sit down and think about it. either i am doing something else, or i just stare into space and drift. yeah. thing is....frankly, i rather be at home for my 21st than anywhere else. i know that it is just another birthday. and i know that i aint going to feel any different than i did the last minute i was 20 or whateva. thing is that i was looking forward to a whole big family dinner thrown in my honour. no need for a whole posh do or whateva. i would have been fine with newton baby (although i think we would have prob make too much of a scene but then again, we do so anywhere...hee hee) and so i reckon the best place would have been home. home sweet home. ( i mean spruced up a lil with balloons and what nots-banners, confetti, cards along the line of everyone-loves-nadia-the -great, party hats, sparklers... yeah u guys get the drift) you know the kind of dinner where the house is buzzing with joy. young ones running about screaming. everyone stuffing themselves coz the food is just so good. good conversation. great company. and of course, mama would have made me my fav tiramisu. i would be the centre of attention, the reason why everyone showed up! (no it aint for the food dammit!) but that would not be the highlight of the day. it would be the people. being in the company of the loved ones. and that, is exactly what i am missing here. oh well, i will live through it!

turning 21: a milestone in one's life;
weekend in london and krispy kremes ought to do the trick. :)

because i said so! Nadz at
12:25 AM